shove and food throwing upgraded to tap on shoulder and hug...still looking for some words...but I did say thank you for the hug...ok ok and commented "that was nicer than having food thrown at me" h just smiled and said that was just what the moment called for (the food throwing that is)
I'll admit that since h's homecomming I've had a hard time with his way of connecting with me being mostly physical and denying being physical with ow claiming "that's just the way I am with you"
so does that say...hey LL with ow I had a great emotional connection and was able to communicate with words and such but with you I cannot talk so I'll just shag ya once in a while???
