(((DG))) I am so sorry it's come to this. God isn't punishing you. Your H just exercised his free will...albeit stupidly and callously. I well know that heart stomped feeling. Take care of you best way you can.
BITS Me-51, WAS-52 Kids 2 M-26yrs, H.left 2009, 2 more Bomb drops, Reconnection spring 2013 Change is inevitable, personal growth is a choice. Love is a action and choice you make, every day.