It has been confirmed from reliable sources that my H is having relations with his female "roommate."
To say I am devastated is an understatement.
I really thought he was a better man than this. I always thought he was different, that we really had the chance to work through things, but that chance is gone.
I cannot forgive cheating. I just can't. We have had numerous talks about deal breakers in our M and cheating was one of them. Even though we are separated, we are married and we discussed not being involved with other people. I guess some where along the way the situation changed, only I was unaware of it.
I will not do anything irrational, or go psycho and give him the satisfaction of seeing me broken.
I will give him a month to get his belongings from my place, and I guess I'll be getting a divorce.
I know I probably shouldn't, but I feel like God is punishing me in some way.
My heart has been ripped out of my chest, and stomped on.
I never thought I could feel any lower than I do right now.
"Everyone you meet has baggage. Find someone who loves you enough to help you unpack." ¤Formerly DelinquentGurl¤
