Life is not meant to be lived like this. It's time for me to move on completely. I have to get everything on order and do my best to ensure that I am able to get time with my SS. I have to focus on what's most important, my kids.

I'm not sure how I should go about this. I really have to think this through so it has the smallest impact possible on the kids.

I really believe I'm to the point that I would like her to leave. She told me a couple of days ago that if she ever found out that i had an affair she would just leave, I never have but it's interesting to know that she wouldn't worry about having enough money, what's the difference?

Anyway, now I need to switch gears and get all my ducks in a row....

M 38
W 32
T 11
M 2
SS 14
S 9
ILYBNILWY March/2010
EA found out Oct 2010
PA found out Jan 2011
living together alone