thanks for the feedback Country. This girl living in Cailfornia will keep it from ever becoming a "real' relationship. She has two boys and can't leave that area either. Maybe this is why i feel comfortable with her. i have thought about it a few times and wonder if i would act this way if she was just down the street. i'm not sure of the answer. it is nice to talk to someone that understands how i feel in alot of ways. she booked her tickets last night to come out for labor day weekend. i'd be lying if i didn't say i wasn't excited for that weekend.
as far as my w goes, she has called me the last two nights, and the conversations have been good. we talk about a wide variety of things and not just our D2. on weds night, she sent me two pictures of our D2. one was of her at the park on monday night and was labeled so. the other was a picture of D2 in her room and was labeled "Mini me says night night daddy." i liked how personal this one was. i responded about an hour later "good night ladies. sweet dreams."
overall i am very torn right now. i don't know if i see cracks in my w's armor or if she is just buttering me up to get a joint-filing soon. time will tell. she hasn't said anything else about the fair next weekend and i will stick to my guns and let her bring it up again, not me. i will say this, she does seem to be talking to me more about what she is doing with her time and what is going on with her family. i'll just keep chugging along i guess.
