hi-ya trish,

always happy to hear from a lurker...

as far as throwing him against a wall and planting one on him?? I'd love to...however am reluctant to due to years of rejection by him for starters and for seconds in the past I would have just given in to his attempt at connection..however if he's expecting me to believe that his r with ow was not physical then he's got to start talking to me about things...us specifically!

how do grown ups have fun?? well that depends on wether they think they're grown ups or if they are... people who think they're grown up do stuffy things while real grown ups know it's ok to act like kids.

I don't mind the playfullness of his little shove or the flying cheeze it...it is simply that at this point I can't keep allowing it to be so easy for him to break a silence.

LL