And the beat goes on...

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Today I received 4 TMs from my W. In the past 5 months I have not received 4 TMs from her.

Last night she was weepy, hugged me and kissed me (nothing overt) for the first time in 5 months.

It seems now that she has to go through with her plan to move out she is realizing the reality of what that means. It is not going to be a picnic.

I am being kind, calm, supportive (without being a doormat) but strong in my interaction with her. I screwed up the last 5 months but I am not going to screw up the next 5, or 6 or however many there will be.

Next weekend I will be out of town until Sunday night. When I get back, she will be gone. Don't know how I'm going to feel about returning to an empty house.