Today has been.. moderate. I think because of the depth of yesterday, things aren't quite as exciting back here in the real world.

That e-mail has me wondering - is it just trying to be nice, is it sincere? Why does it matter so much to me? Honestly its because I get the sense that she is doing the 'you're a great guy and I'm sure you'll do well in life' speech. I don't want that speech - if it is that speech, I'll handle it, but it isn't the one I want.

I have a hard time putting myself in the perspective of the WAS and the place they are stating their truth from - I can understand the whys, but I don't necessarily get the process they go through. I hope someone else can chime in on this, because its got the hamster wheel in my head running at high speed.


M: 32
W: 29
T: 9 Years
M: 4 Years
I hit rock bottom: 2/11
PA admitted: 4/11
WAW: 5/11
D filed: 6/11
now: Patience, wisdom, and growth - hopefully.