I seem to get lost on page 5 or beyond, but will continue to post and journal. It really does seem to help. Reading and responding to others does as well, even if it is just to offer support. I don't feel strong enough in DB to really offer advice to anyone.
Had my call with DB coach last week and it went well. The talk that H planned to have last weekend never happened. I am not totally shocked I of course didn't bring anything up either.
Lots of ups and downs, emotions change hourly some days. I just try to keep it in check and continue to GAL. I joined a kickboxing class and really love it. It is 2 days per week. In between I enjoy just going to the fitness room. Trying to do 5 days a week, and it really does reduce my stress levels. I feel happier.
The other day H said that he really likes the changes I have been making and he notices. He said that I have inspired him to make changes also (not sure what and sure can't ask, just have to assume the best). He said "i really like the new you". Not reading into anything and just continuing to GAL.
He has plans with friends this weekend, and in the past I would have stayed home, but will be making plans and enjoying the weekend. Kids are both gone so I can really do whatever I want, kind of nice feeling
I of course didn't bring anything up either. 