I think they're pretty tired of hearing from me at the dealership It really sounds like (car company)'s inventory management system leaves a lot to be desired. The fact that it's a Japanese car can't be helping either. Worst case, I found what I want... in Evanston IL. Road trip?
I really hope I get that apartment (I know, hope is not a plan:). Even if I don't, I think I need to move the rest of my stuff out of W's house soon, storage if necessary, just for my own peace of mind. Not that she would do anything to my stuff, but then I would have no reason to go back to that house unless I *wanted* to.
I've noticed that a lot of my friends try to tiptoe around anything to do with my W, like it's some sort of taboo subject or something. I'm getting to the point where I can just talk about it like it was yesterday's weather.
I think our little 'talk' this week helped me detach a little more, but not until after the fact. It's starting to sink in that yes, she's angry, but she brought it on to herself and I kinda wonder who she's *really* angry at, me or herself?
I just realized how random these paragraphs are. I blame it on being a Friday in summer and I already want to go home
Me 43 W 38 M 5 T 7 SD20 S15, S13 with 1st W ILYBNILWY June 2010 Separation/Bomb July 2010 Divorce Feb 8, 2011