Still Moving Forward

[kissak]

Hi everyone....not much going on lately, not that anyone follows my thread that much but I wanted to let you all know Im just living my life.

Not much to report. H took kids on an over night getaway with his gf and her daughter last weekend. I was ok with it as much as I could be until he brought them home that sunday....driving his GF's car. When I saw it pull up in my driveway my heart sank. So I was very distant when he came in the house. He noticed but had no idea why. Of course when he left the kids told me why he was driving her car...then I got a good laugh out of it! Seems they drove her car the weekend while the gf's ex husband had my H's truck for the weekend....seems he needed a vehicle to drive. How crazy is that?? I wonder if I could borrow her car since mines in the shop?? lol

Its just very weird how her ex is always around them hanging out.

Anyway.....I still get the occasional "love you, miss you, oxox" from my H when he is feeling guilty. He always comes back with the usual when I dont give him the response he was looking for. He notices Im living my life and Im slipping farther away from his grasp.

Still having a problem with wanting to date other men. I would have thought I would be ready by now, but Im not.

My son said something that bothered me the other day. He wanted his dad to come over and change a light bulb that had blown, but I had done it instead, he was hoping his dad would come do it so we could spend time together. My son still thinks his dad is gonna come home one day. I didnt know what to say to him.