I am not a waw Yes I have expressed my fears of becomming a waw many times both here and to h over the past year but I'm not there yet...close??? depends on what makes a waw...one who decides she's not trying anymore and may or may not leave one day? or is a waw the one who has reached the breaking point?
so last night was yet another of h in his cave and me in the family room....the only interaction occured when I went down for a soda (I purposefully go around the back side of the stairs so as not to walk in front of his tv and of course he notices that more than if I had walked in front of him and on my return up the stairs asks what I'm watching) so I had myself a fire and painted my toe nails..watched a movie...h actually went up to bed before me...guess he's realizing that if he doesn't get himself to bed he's on the couch til he wakes and gets himself up.
today h is off at work and this evening bil is comming over to watch football with him...the games don't start til 4 and h should be home around 1...I intend to get out to the mall to exchange some gifts and pick up a few things...will be leaving the kids with him and not rushing back. I'm fighting the urge to make an horsedourve for them to have while watching football.
tonight I'm either going to go to sleep or slip off to the movies myself.
tommorow morning I intend to make it to mass with or without h and the kids.
tommorow night??? I'll figure out something tame for myself..got to get back in the habit of getting to bed early as son's vaca from school is over so we can't be lazy in the mornings anymore (well not the three that he goes to school anyway)
