no JJ I'm saying that in the past (meaning before we were married) when I'd break up with him somehow we'd end up back together and in the begining he'd be doing flips for me..but it never lasted.
at this point when I drop the rope...he might go "uhm? she droped the rope? what do I do??? ok I'll sleep on that couch instead of this one...that should work..." but it doesn't work anymore...the more we go through this cycle the less interested I am when he does try...I am at a point now where I'd probably be annoyed if he asked me to go out and do something with him....of course I wouldn't let it be known..I'd show appreciation and be happy and have a good time..but it means less and less...
