Well another work week down. Short week this week unfortunately. It ended yesterday. Spent most of today in the hospital actually. My dad is still in there so I spent part of the day with him and one of my friends ended up in the hospital for a little while today. She was in quite a bit of pain and they discovered she had a cyst. They sent her home which kind of surprised me really when they were concerned that it might rupture.
Going to see Captain America this weekend. Supposed to help my mother move tomorrow. I made another friend a few days ago. So going to hang out with him and his girlfriend this weekend. Which at times I can't help but actually laugh about it a little bit. With my wife I had become to think I was just worthless and here I am getting a whole new life and finding out otherwise. It's kind of exciting really.
My WAW has been texting me more frequently as Sandi said. Which half the time I just don't even answer. I really don't have much to say to her right now honestly. I remain polite when she texts but I usually cut off the conversation pretty quickly. I just want to live my life even if that life is away from her. She's wanted to hang out a couple of times since we had dinner and I've rejected one of the offers saying I already had other plans and I did. Some of this stuff is still confusing to me like trying to figure out what's going on with me. I have found out enough to know that she worked things out with the OM and for some reason still tries to keep it a secret from me but it just really doesn't bother me that much anymore and that's the part that confuses me.
I just really like the direction my life is going right now. It's just so unreal how honestly happy I am. It's now been several weeks since she said she was going to file and she hasn't done it yet. The threat of divorce really isn't so scary to me anymore. I never really thought I would get to a point where I'm not so sad about it but yet here I am.
