hi dawn I read charlyne care often it's the only thing that gives me hope for my stand. today was difficult. My h has been living with ow for past year. their a has been off and on for the last 4 yrs. i felt like i was at my wits end today when h sent guy over to fix my a/c , but just knowing that hes a friend of my h made me uncomfortable and opened old wounds. i was sorry i had son ask h for ac repair man number. i should have called my own ac man to take care of it, but i was trying to save $ but it was not worth the heartache.The guy is d also because of a drinking problem and i dont need to deal with people like that and he had to go in my bedroom and it made me feel violated allowing that. i felt like he was spying for my h. it might sound paranoid but since betrayal thats how i feel sometimes.
