Feels Like I'm In Two-a-Days

[MadeToSucceed]

Last night was really rough for me. Lots of emotions were running through me...all the "what ifs." I have to be out of the house next Friday. I'm not sure where to go. My apt won't be ready until mid Sept. She'd told me before she left I could stay. When she called about OM on Friday she said she wanted me gone when she got back. I asked for clarification and she said gone. I asked until the 6th so I'd have Saturday to get out and she no.

Didn't hear from her today. She runs tomorrow. I want to shoot her a quick "I hope you do well" but I know that is probably not a good idea (maybe Starsky yelling at me will drive it home...LOL).

I've got to find ways to stop trying to make sense of it. I'm such analytically geared person. I like answers. I like things to fit together and I know this doesn't. Not sure what to do.