I went camping in the mountains and they all had meltdowns.. I can imagine how hard ot would have been for you. I've noticed many more of them since my separation and I'm worried about it becoming permanent. I try to remind myself that some are normal, and others are testing ... Like do i always want me even I'm acting bad, or you're going to leave me like mom left so why not be independent...
either way, it [censored] to go through and a real guilt builder (I'm a bad dad, etc)