I know that I played a part in his unhappiness and that is why the affair began. I ALSO know that the affair my end because of "no contact", but that it is still going on in his heart. As hard as that is, I understand that there is nothing that I can do about that. I think I would handle this better if at ANY time he would have apologized for the affair and he hasn't. Am I wrong to feel this way or is that normal?

I just feel so helpless in this whole thing AGAIN....


Me: 31
H: 30
Kids: D9
Together almost 12 years
Married almost 5 years
EA began: 8/10
Separated: 3/11