It's 15:20 here and I'm starting to feel better. I'm starting to feel hungry and my mind is clearing-up.
Do you have a feeling of your life being in a limbo? Of your existence being an appendix of you loved one's existence?
I feel like that. And it's probably that that is making me wake-up like that. Because while I'm at sleep I'm probably dreaming that everything is fine, and when I wake-up reality hits me in the face: "I'm alone in a different place", "my wife doesn't love me", "my mother has a cancer", "I'll be alone for the rest of my life", "I'll lose the two most important persons of my life", etc..
All those thoughts hit me in a matter of seconds. And I just hits the dark hole for a while.
Cheers.
Me: 36 Wife: 33 Together: 09/2007 Married: 03/2010 I love you but...: 06/2011 Separated: 06/2011 Rebuilding: 11/2011
