kermit, Hold on to those positive nuggets. It's all you have right now. It sounds like you may be letting the negative thoughts override these positive nuggets. It's easy to do - they're only nuggets. This whole journey takes time.
What are you doing to take care of yourself and GAL?
If there was a OW, how would that change your strategy and/or the way you are handling things? Or would it change it?
