Last night she took our son out school shopping and spent quite a bit. When she brought the two little ones home (I was surprised she or they did not want them to spend the night with her) she was super nice and seemed like her old self. She even brought me a Frosty!! She seemed to have no problem getting close to me and didn't cringe when I touched her arm to go around her. Sometimes she acts like she doesn't even want to be in the same room as me and won't even look at me while she's talking to me. So strange. Last night, she kept getting close enough to me that I could have kissed her if I'd wanted to.
The only time it was a bit weird is when she was taking pictures of our son in his Mickey Mouse hat. I just happened to mention when he got the hat at Disneyworld last year and how I took a picture of him sleeping on my shoulder with it. When I brought it up she looked at me like I had spoken a foreign language, and when I mentioned it again she immediately changed the subject without acknowledging what I said. Also, when she couldn't get her phone to turn on I reached for it to show her how and she clutched it like it was a newborn baby. I saw her get the "beast" posture of slouching with her arms folded for a brief time, but she came out of it without getting nasty and left soon after. She really seemed like her old self last night and I didn't detect any feelings of anger or resentment toward me. It could have been that she was feeling good due to having been able to buy things for the kids (student loan).
It blew my mind that everything seemed so good and normal but yet she has an appointment with the D lawyer Friday to look over the agreement. It's just so sad that we can't work through this together.
M 39 W 41 Married 18 years Together 21 D18 D10 S6 D filed May 16, 2011 Bomb Dropped May 18, 2011 D in process
