LL,
I'm so glad you have such a positive attitude saying this is YOUR year. It IS your year. You can claim it and make it whatever you want.

I've decided 2 years of anxiety and trying to control H is enough.
I'm right there with ya, saying this is MY year too!

It doesn't really matter what happens with H cause I'm over the intense pain he's caused me.

I can thrive knowing I can live with or without him. I'm ready to ler go and see what happens. (with Mattie's help of couse!)

I start back to school this month and I'm really looking forwas to jumping in with both feel to get my nursing degree.
It means more independence to me.

I have friends and family I want to spend more time with.
I want to be comfortable with me. I want to be comfortable in my own house.

LL, I loved all the things you say your going to do so I'm hijacking your list if you don't mind!

Maybe, just maybe if we let go of our H's they will come back to us. I only want him if I'm what he REALLY wants.
I'm not settling anymore.

HAPPY NEW YEAR LL!!!! Rachael



Rachael