I went back to work today after taking a few extra days off to spend with the kids, I had originally put in for the time off because our anniversary was on Saturday and at the time I had thought the W and I would take off for the weekend and celebrate obvoiusly that didn't happen. I still took the time off and had a great time with the kids.
I love that through all this I still have a great relationship with my boys.
I feel myself getting closer to leaving this situation completely.
I am bigining to feel as if I would definitely be better off with the just me and the boys.
The woman living in my home is someone I don't really know and haven't known for some time now. I've mourned the loss of my W and the life we once had.
I think it's time. I have to give myself a few days to think about this before I proceed in any direction.
M 38 W 32 T 11 M 2 SS 14 S 9 ILYBNILWY March/2010 EA found out Oct 2010 PA found out Jan 2011 living together alone