I'm off to see The Wizard

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I think I wrote about this earlier, but tomorrow is my 2 year surgiversary.
2 years since my gastric bypass surgery.
I've lost 155 lbs, and went from a size 26/28 to a size 11/12.

When I started losing weight and started to look better on the outside, I realized that my inside was still pretty ugly.
Now, with the help of my therapist, I feel like my inside is as equally beautiful as the outside.
It's amazing how much your perspective on everything changes when you have a better self esteem.

All the changes I've had to endure, especially in the first year, was very hard for me emotionally. Having to learn to rely on other things besides food was challenging, as well as being able to look at myself in the mirror and not see the old, fat me.
It reminds me that I had to go through quite a bit of an adjustment for a while before I achieved happiness, and the same could be said about the journey I am on now, with or without my M.
I can get through this, and I'll be ok.

These are the thoughts I've been thinking tonight, along with wondering what my chances are with Maroon 5 front man Adam Levine.
Good Lord that man is delicious.