Feels Like I'm In Two-a-Days

[MadeToSucceed]

I took the bait. She briefly started discussing bills and stuff and then turned it to the looming D issues. That spun into talks about how scared and horrified she is. How everything is a bad dream to her. How it's best for her for me not to be in the house. Next thing I knew I let myself get hooked and we were sharing feelings back and forth. She's telling me that she's still just tried to look out for my feelings at her expense. I'm in a bit of a fog right now because I don't know how I let myself get hooked in the conversation. Nothing positive came from it. Nothing that got me closer to my goal. I just talked to my DB coach this morning. I re-read my threads last night and was ready to go all in. And I took the bait.

I feel like I've un-done the little progress I was making and that the little hope I felt I had is gone. I know I'm going to get slammed for this. I know you guys told me so. I know I did it to myself. I'm just back to...now what?