Divorce on the horizon?

[tadpole1025]

Thanks everyone.

To answer the question that everyone has been asking:

I want to be strong, dependable, caring, understanding, fun and basically the best dad that I can possibly be for my boys. I thought that I was all those things, but I guess not.

As for my sitch, I sent the stuff that W requested. Of course, I am still waiting on stuff from her.

I go in for my second job interview on Monday.

This is tough.

She continues to push for the D and I continue to wait for it to happen, because there is nothing that I can do except let it happen.

Why does she want to be nice, be friends and just "agree on everything?"

Also, if she wants to be friends, why won't she even talk to me like a friend?

Why does she keep saying "You've made me out to be the bad guy?"

I've noticed over the last couple of months that she will go days without contacting me and then I'll hear from her three or four days in a row. Then, she'll vanish again.

I don't really have much more to add except that I am dreading all of this and can't believe the person that she has become.

I read some parts of DR again last night. It helps, but also [censored] that there is nothing that I can do. Feeling pretty hopeless right now.

Tad