She reached her breaking point; she could not take living with me anymore with my behaviors being what they were. Now it's too late.
Like John Belushi said, "Was it over when the Germans bombed Pearl Harbor? Noooo. It's not over til WE say it's over!"
Try not to beat yourself up too badly. We ALL come into this sitch emotional and raw and most of us let these take over the rational parts of our brain.
Most of us learn. I think you're one of us.
Look at the S as time to regroup and recenter yourself. For some people, that's what they need to eventually R.
Most importantly, yes, you messed up, but you need to forgive yourself. Once you do that, you can move forward towards a newer and better you!
Me 43 W 38 M 5 T 7 SD20 S15, S13 with 1st W ILYBNILWY June 2010 Separation/Bomb July 2010 Divorce Feb 8, 2011
