There is not a good reason why I had the A. I would say that there were issues we did not resolve well as we reconciled. They are just excuses - not feeling appreciated or loved in a way that I would have liked. And being too afraid to talk about them with her. It is completely over, and was over beofre W found out, although like an idiot we kept in contatc to some degree. She insisted that I move out, and I ouiwld say it's probably for the best right now. Her anger is still high and emotions raw.
I'm sure she wil have a diffuicult time trusting me, as do I her. This wil be a key if we are able to move forward. She emialed me today that she was sorry for being so mean yesterday. I just said I understood and deserved the resentment.
