had a conversation last night that sort of spilled off of another conversation...it ended this way...
h "I'm just living my life" me "that's the problem you're living YOUR life when we should be living OUR life, not exluding having our own lives" h said some other things but I don't remember what me "your living YOUR life I'm just along for the ride"
wich honestly is how I feel most of the time and I don't like it...h has his life...I have my life and occassionally we share some things. I'm not saying I believe our lives should be so intertwined that we can't exhist without the other but I don't feel like his friend...don't feel like I really know him at all and when I express these feelings to him I am accussed of thinking too much and trying to figure out what's in his head. Well if he treated me like a real friend I would not wonder what the heck was in that head of his...
H is expecting me to believe he's just a happy content enigma.
