Don't know where I am

[Harrier]

Well I can't capture the essence of the whole argument. But I notice that we both do efforts to pull it back, make repair attempts (breathers, olive branch) etc. Maybe this one was on her more...noted.

Derail was her words. It's probably one of her favorites.

I have thought about....the looking at her phone wasn't the problem.

April was the problem. I don't know if I ever chronicled it here. April was huge in our marriage. She's scared April will happen again.

Movement. I don't know. We went from MC, ML, kissing, hugging, other signs of affection to where we are now. None of that. Maybe movement on her part, but I have to trust its there.