Should I contact her?

[Lonely Room]

You are right MHL, normally that's what should happen. But my wife doesn't like confrontation and she clearly ruled out a meeting in the second text we exchanged.

I'm going to shut up for some time, and wait for what comes from her. I'm losing my faith, I'm seeing my wife drifting away from me, moving on, and I'm still obsessed with her.

This obsession is turning me into an appendix of her existence, I live for her, I go to the gym for her, I'm improving myself for her, I'm making friends for her. And I should be doing all that for me, because when she feels comfortable and finally dumps the last bomb on me, the appendix will be cut and I'll be left as an empty vessel.

I can't tolerate that to happen to me.

Thank you all.