I'm off to see The Wizard

[~¤DG¤~]

I don't discuss my separation to anyone really, only to say that I'm working on me. It really isn't anyone's business and I don't need opinions.

I did open up at first, mostly because I was hurting very badly and I needed support. But I also blamed myself for everything then and that is probably what frustrated people the most, that I was taking the blame foe everything when it does take 2. I was in a fog at that time.

As I predicted, H did not answer me. I was hopeful that he would but I really didn't expect him to.

This morning I woke up and decided to act AS IF, meaning as if my marriage is over. That means no more limbo for me. In my eyes, it's over and we're done. It does not mean that I am going to file for a D, it just means I am no longer going to waste time wondering if we'll get back together.

This sux and I hate it, but I think if I stay in this frame of mind it will make it easier to move forward.