Unfortunately, I am feeling the same way as what you have said. I do constantly worry that he doesn't want to be here and that he would rather be with her. That's why I have told him to go (repeatedly), but he will not. He says he wants to be here and I just keep saying WHY!?!?!?!?
I caught up on your sitch and while I'm sorry that your H has not made any steps toward reconciling...I'm soooo glad to see that you are doing so well! I think that's the big thing for me...I finally am OK with me again and then he wants to come back, but to be honest he's bringing me down again. UGH!!!
Only you can decide what is best for you.
I know it's so much easier for me to sit here and tell you what I think you should do, just like it would be easier to tell me what to do in my sitch. We both know it isn't quite that easy.
"Everyone you meet has baggage. Find someone who loves you enough to help you unpack." ¤Formerly DelinquentGurl¤
