And the beat goes on...

[jbnati]

Unfortunately it does tell me she suspects I am still snooping which will push her further away.

Do you think you would have felt this way if you had ignored it?

I am assuming she will meet OM at the wedding, which will be in Texas, and the EA will become a PA.

Well, this sounds pretty close to the worst case scenario. Yes, it's a possibility, but don't focus on this.

I'm trying to find things to do outside of the house in the evenings that won't cost a ton of money and get me around some new people.

Sounds like a winner to me. You need to do more of this.

On the plus side, I went to a blues jam in Lancaster last week and played w/ some pretty good musicians.

Good for you. I wish I had that kind of talent with music. My best talent with music is listening to it.