The dance formation team my W and I are on is helping me to be more physically expressive. The movements are large with the body and hands. It also allows me to be close to my W physically without the anxiety of sexual performance.
My W and I had dinner with our dance teachers. During the meal, we were talking about couples being expessive with one another. My W stated that she doesn't feel anything special when dancing with me (referring to th physical connection). I was embarrassed, and didn't comment on it. She acts different in front of the teachers versus when we're alone--aloof to some extent. I've learned from dancing about the ambivalence, fear, and conflict couples have towards each other, and how it's expressed in the dance. It reminds me that relationships aren't perfect.
We have a local restaurant picked out for our anniversary dinner. It's in an old downtown hotel, and may be the best restaurant in towm for fine dining.
CL
CL 53 W 54 M 20 yrs. 03'-09' Separation + Old Patterns + GAL 10-14' Piecing
"The Master allows things to happen. She shapes events as they come."
