Thanks AJ, Whitney, Mach, TAMF and Snodderly.

No AJ, I did not wear the red shoes. smile

Yes Mach, you are right.

After a pretty decent week, today was sort of a crap day.

I guess it is just starting to sink in that my dreamgirl may actually be divorcing me soon. But......

I think I may be done......or just numb. I seem to be getting to the point where I just don't give a sh!t.

W told me earlier today that she would be picking up S16 around 7:30 this evening. That is a little later than usual. I made a comment to a friend that "she must have a hot date." He said "why do you always think the worst?" It got me thinking. He is right. Is there a reason why I think the worst of her these days?

She got here right at 7:30. When all this crap started, she was always late. I didn't answer the door like I usually do. S16 answered it and she talked to him for a few minutes. I was in the other room on the computer. After a few minutes, she made a point to come into the room and say hi to me. I would have been fine not even talking to her. She asked if she could see the back yard because she read on my FB page that I did a bunch of yardwork. Why does she care? Why does she continue to look at my FB page?

After a few minutes of little "non important" chit chat, she decided to leave.

I was really surprised that she didn't bring any paperwork with her regarding some of the stuff we were supposed to settle last Monday. She told me Monday that she would email it to me. Since she didn't, I figured that she would bring it with her. She didn't. No biggie. I was just a little surprised.

I guess my big question tonight is: HOW CAN SHE COME IN HERE AND CARRY ON A CONVERSATION LIKE EVERYTHING IS JUST NORMAL? LIKE NOTHING IS WRONG?"

Thoughts?

Tad


Currently:
M 56 XW 57
Sons 38,33,31,29

The Sitch:
Married 26 years
EA w/ OM 9/10
Bomb 10/10 (5 weeks after 25th anniversary)
Sep 12/10
She wants D 1/11
W files 5/11
D final 10/11
XW marries OM 6/13