Divorcing mentally does make sense. I can and will do this. The cost of this divorce was only 84.00. It is something that I felt I must do to move on...Being in limbo was killing me...Every nice thing she said or gesture...Now its written in stone I guess. Only she can stop it. But I will proceed and get it done asap. Then let life begin again for me....This journey I and others have been on is a very valueable learning experience. I will take this life lessons and grow. I wanted to show W, that after all of these years she would finally have the man she wanted. But I will have to show another woman one day how good of a catch OLW is....I will continue this journey alone....