my husbands band is playing a big show tonight in our area, then he leaves for awhile and i can breathe again...

my son, of course, wants to go and h wants him there

all of our neighbors, family and sons school mates are going so it's going to be a really big deal for him

i have been on the fence about going, but i guess i really want to

h just assumed that i was going and actually asked me to help out with the merch table (he did try to find someone but was unable)

and this morning asked if we could all ride there together

now, i am not reading into this at all, it's more of the easy way to go on his part

he wants me there to watch our s

his band trusts me with the merch table (tho in my 18 years with him i have never done this before)

and it makes sense for us to drive together

i guess i'm just journaling here, because the advice i would probably get is not to go

which would be correct

but i love to watch my s, watch my h perform......it makes him so happy

anyway, feeling a bit blah and a bit apprehensive about the whole thing

it's a scorcher out and i am probably going to be miserable

and i will have to watch a mass of people adore my h

but that's what i will get

stay cool everyone...it is brutal outside

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