The thing that is really getting to me now is the possibility of me not waking up in the morning to the kids jumping in bed or me being able to tuck them it night.
I completely understnad and you will go through other cycle of emotions if/when this happens.
Good news is though, the human species is very good at adaptation. I remember those days of dropping the kids off and coming home to a quiet house. It sicked in the beginning but now I enjoy "My Time" to do whatever I wish to do. Your free time will be an opportunity for you to start living again.
Embrace change, it's the one constant action.
Bomb 8/09. Brief piecing 12/10. D-2/12 Two incredible kids D9,S6 Leading new life! “Success is not to be pursued; it is to be attracted by the person we become."
