Having a good morning - maybe the first one since he dropped the bomb in May. Wow.

He's sleeping at his new house now, but he was back at my house before S7 woke up - just til next Friday, then we can go to a more "normal" schedule.

He's getting all the account switched to my name - 3 weeks ago it would have made me cry for hours. Now I'm just like, 'I wonder what he set my password to be?'

I'm actually getting excited to change around some things in the house - new stuff on the walls (all the paintings were his), possibly redoing the bedroom (the layout bugs me and I want new bedding), and curtains in the living room that *I* pick!

I'm also wondering if the reality of what he's giving up will set in soon - it seems unlikely, but we'll see.

Told him I'd be home late tonight as I'm going out with friends from work. Sunday I go car shopping.

I'm sure there are more bad days ahead, but right now I'm feeling good.


H: 39, Me: 37
SD: 18, S: 7
M: 9, T: 10
"I love you but am not in love with you" - 5/11
Discovered online affair - 7/11