Keep your head up DG, it does get better and you do need to remember everyone involved is hurting, even your H, just be strong for your S and yourself. Life has a funny way of making things happen when we least expect. Live without expectations and watch the bounty that you will recieve. I also always expect the worst and well I usually fair just a little better than that. That helps stop some of the dissapointing things from controlling your life.
I have had that punch in the stomache a few times and after a while you get kind of sick of not being able to punch back. Just take care of yourself and leave the rest to faith. You might be surprised how you start to feel.
Me 44 W 38 M 18 D 18 D 13 Bomb 10/21/2010 Divorced 7/19/2011 Just getting to the 7th inning!
