thanks boys,

country it is nice to "see" you again.....

thank you for your kind words, they do help

and i do hold my head high (ok, most of the time)


mmf, do you really think love doesn't die? because, lately when he looks at me, i see a vacancy there

i think he is full on mlc now....i wasn't too sure before

he is drinking more now (during his shows - but before it made him sick)

he still smokes alot of pot and has told me that will never change

i don't know

i'm just venting now

i've got to go out and do something for me

hope all is ok with everyone
sometimes it feels so darn heavy tho', you know?

BITS