well, what is the reason you cant tell her what the reason is?

I must have missed something in your post.

dont be the boy who cried wolf. dont make a big deal out of nothing.

is it about taking care of the kids while she goes on her way?

for me, as far as kid time, i'll take every minute i can. my x is on her own path, and if her path means more time with my d, then that's a great path for her. if it means less time for me, then that's a bad path.

tell me, i cant wait till sunday either.

"In a ham and eggs breakfast, the hen is involved, but the pig is committed".