Going N/C wish me perseverance/strength

[Very Confused]

Thanks DG, I was already a strong personality, perhaps not strong in the right areas though.
It's just a crazy place to be. On the one hand you want some movement and see none. On the other hand you don't want that movemnt to be further down the road to dissolution.

In the mean time you are trying to live your life like the S isn't coming back, yet not go so far you get involved with someone else.

And yet...you're still doing life by yourself.

Wow, SC, this is sums up EXACTLY how I feel. I'm lonely and tired of walking alone life's path alone. Yet I'm not ready to move on to someone else..thanks for the words of wisdom.