It's hard for me to understand how my W has been able to just keep on trucking along and smiling for pictures to update on her statuses and stuff and here I am in complete shambles.
It's highly unlikely this is not affecting her like she's portraying on the outside.
It sounds like you're spending too much time worrying about what she is doing ot not doing. You can't control what she does. You can only control yourself.
Don't second guess yourself either. What's done is done. You have an opportunity every day now to make the right decisions. You won't be perfect. None of are. We all make mistakes along the way.
You're formulating a good game plan. Stick with it.
Originally Posted By: mgm32
I guess I had a small victory today though. I refrained from messaging her. Gotta start somewhere I guess.
