Divorce on the horizon?

[tadpole1025]

Thanks everyone. You guys are amazing.

Antonia, you are so right in everything that you said. I'm almost 100% sure that W is MLC. Heck, MHL said that she is the poster child.

I actually come on here to just give updates, show the craziness, get help and just vent. My man Eric suggested I try to post something everyday. It does make me feel better knowing that I am not alone in this mess. Most of you are further along than I am and are an inspiration to me. The people on here are amazing. You included.

I still miss W terribly. The OLD version. I still wonder what she is up to, but not as often as before. I think I am progressing slowly. The pain is here and I suppose it always will be, but it has subsided. I haven't heard a peep from her since our meeting on Monday and I am actually starting to prefer it that way. I don't need the craziness and the negative comments in my life right now. I'm tired of being blamed for every little thing under the sun. I would love to have her back, but she has some real issues to deal with. I love her, but I DO NOT like her right now.

I had a job interview today. I think I did well. I had to take a test and I scored 100% on it. They want me to come back for another interview on 8/1. Still in the running.....

Thanks again.

Tad