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You're smart, you're hyper aware, you're sensitive, you have so much going for you... and you're... stuck...


You might be on to something here.

Yeah, I think there is a lot of truth about being stuck. I had some good forward progress going but any stall feels like a complete drop at this point.

I'm aware that I've got to work more at the 'action' part of things.

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Yes, I am here. So one might wonder, how did that help me?
I can honestly say, it was once I realized and started doing that, everything got so much... clearer...


I dig that. I know that I have a lot of moments of clarity, but sometimes that clarity becomes more of a muddy river when my thoughts start to wander or my situation seems to take a turn in a direction I was trying to prevent.

I am not interested in making excuses for myself about it, but I will recognize that I have had success at this before in terms of balancing my 'thinking' and 'doing' in a more effective and healthy balance. Its funny because many times I think I convince myself that I want to avoid the doing/working part of it, but that is actually where so much happiness lies.


M: 32
W: 29
T: 9 Years
M: 4 Years
I hit rock bottom: 2/11
PA admitted: 4/11
WAW: 5/11
D filed: 6/11
now: Patience, wisdom, and growth - hopefully.