hello,

i just wanted to reach out and let you know you are not alone

my husband has been gone for 7 months and although i know he is not coming back (he is adamant) i keep going over and over scenarios in my head that lead him back to me

it still seems so wrong to me

he is coming over right now to tuck in our s and when he leaves, i will once again deal with my child asking why

i still love him deeply and i understand everything that you are going through

reach out for help when you need to

vent here when you need to

we will all listen

a great big hug to you through internet time and space


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