So I'm now committing to trying to pull myself out of the funk. I plan to use this to kind of vent when I want to reach out and maybe even digitally journal the progression of things but listening to all of your stories and words of wisdom is encouragement that no matter what, I'll be ok.
Sounds like a plan.
Let her go.
Work on yourself.
Don't worry at all right now if she sees the changes. One, it is too early for her to care, and two, you're not ready. Just keep doing the work for now. It should be plenty to keep you busy.
If you feel like contacting her. Post here.
If you feel angry. Post here.
If you feel sad. Post here.
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Happiness is not something ready made. It comes from your own actions.
