Man, chaos...

You SO remind me of me... 10+ years ago...

You're smart, you're hyper aware, you're sensitive, you have so much going for you... and you're... stuck...

Two words for you, my friend:

Live Life

Yes, I am here. So one might wonder, how did that help me?

I can honestly say, it was once I realized and started doing that, everything got so much... clearer...

My "reason" / "excuse" is I gave up... somewhere along the line...

I've recognized that and now, I am on my way to doing something about it again!

There is no easy path. There is just the path we create. Just because something seems like it is easy, does not make it so.